You pull yourself close,
and I draw you ever closer.
Tightly bound as can be
This is joyous
It is blissful,
Want it to last
For eternity
But you push off,
Push away
So unexpectedly
What is this?
What's happened?
What changed within you?
To make your fave now hated.
You say it's best,
For you,
For me.
But still I'm shocked,
Still surprised it's ending
Ending so quickly.
Can't react,
Can't respond.
Just shutting down my heart,
Just stuck inside my head.
Yelling, screaming
Silently at myself,
"What'd you do this time?"
Already.. my heart..
Didn't cut it off fast enough...
The pain..
Flowing from it.
Flowing,
Ebb
I'm so lost.
Drifting far at sea.
No light, no land,
Nothing in sight,
No hope, conceivably.
I wasn't so far
Last time I checked,
You seemed still
Within my reach.
But darkness fell fast,
Black and as a blanket,
Covering totally.
Thick fog's beset me,
Stormy winds have stripped me
Of all sails and provision.
What'll become,
Become of me?
What'll become of this ship
Lost at sea?
Some small beacon,
Short tower with a light.
Please, appear.
Please guide me.
I fear I'm close,
As I once was thought to be,
Only to be dashed upon the rocks.
A bloody, violent, grisly death
May be all that awaits me
As I sail blind,
Sail
And underneath the trees
Watching all the stars
Under the black midnight sky
This is paradise,
Wherever, whenever
You're in my arms,
It's paradise
Paradise
The nights like these,
They end too soon
Can't ever wait
For a repeat
Miss you, so
As I lay tonight
In my bed,
So empty, So cold
Without you in it, too
As I think about
The night's escapade
I laugh at how,
Much in love we are
Sometimes even I,
Don't understand
Why you love me,
And I love you
I can't connect
All the dots
To make a reason
As to why
We're so in love
So in love
I'm not so sweet,
So kind, so caring
Underneath the skin
In which I live
I don't k
my dreams are better than reality.
far more interesting
filled with double rainbows,
peeing pink frosting.
and unicorns that sparkle,
narwhals that moo.
yeah, my dreams are
better than reality
how about you?
Who am I in love with,
Is it truly you?
Your many personalities,
Your different masks to waer,
Who is it?
Who am I in love with?
Is it you, truly you?
Or just one
of your many acts?
I don't know,
I no longer know,
If I'm always seeing,
Seeing the real you.
Show me, show me,
Show the world,
Who you really are.
Take off the mask,
End the facade,
End your little play.
Tell me, tell me,
Who is it?
Who's the one I love?
Just a fake,
Some mask, some play.
Who's the real person?
Is it a play,
Or some game?
Is there a real person;
You wearing the mask,
Or is the mask
Who you really are?
Oh yes, yes,
It's true, It's true,
I'll tell you right now,
From my heart:
"Yes, Yes, I love You"
All the rumors,
Yes, They're true,
Yes, Yes,
I Love You.
And what about you,
What people say,
Do you really love me,
Do you? Do you?
My heart, my mind,
They ache to know.
Don't just say yes,
In front of your friends,
Don't say that just
For show, for show.
Just listen to your heart,
Not your reasoning, your mind,
Do what it tells you,
Who knows what you may find?
But if indeed,
What you say is true -
Then now we know,
You love me
and I love you.
"It is sweet and right
to die for who you love"
But who am I in love with,
Is it truly you?
There is no way to tell,
Can't read the
inside of you.
Your many personalities,
Your different masks to wear;
Who is it,
Who am I in love with?
I don't know,
No longer know
If I'm always seeing,
Seeing the true you.
Show me,
Show the world,
Who you really are,
Is this a facade?
I'm testing you,
Testing myself,
To see if this all's true.
It is sweet and right
to die for who you love,
But what if, what if,
Like any renegade's life,
This too, is just a lie?
Is this a facade,
Your entertainment,
Your lie,
Will you keep this go
It is sweet and right
to die for who you love.
This is why I'm in this war,
Enduring all these horrors.
To protect you from
This foreign terror.
But with me gone,
I have two more years
still to serve,
And in my absence
I know you'll be tempted.
Like a child,
you will grow lonely
without me there,
You'll quickly make
your life wild.
Forget me-
Yes, you probably will,
Like a child abandons
his favorite toy,
for one new and shiny.
I'm in this war,
Fighting this great fight.
Doing this for you.
But when I return,
I'll be a fleeting memory,
No thankfulness,
All reasons lost,
For this three year
Tribulation.
It is swe
Tall majestic fir.
Arms gently sloping down.
Arms gently sloping up.
Bending, turning
In the wind.
Never being thrown out,
Resisting being ripped
Out of the ground.
Resilient and strong,
Survive near any weather.
Covered in moss
A newfound clothing
And protection.
You pull yourself close,
and I draw you ever closer.
Tightly bound as can be
This is joyous
It is blissful,
Want it to last
For eternity
But you push off,
Push away
So unexpectedly
What is this?
What's happened?
What changed within you?
To make your fave now hated.
You say it's best,
For you,
For me.
But still I'm shocked,
Still surprised it's ending
Ending so quickly.
Can't react,
Can't respond.
Just shutting down my heart,
Just stuck inside my head.
Yelling, screaming
Silently at myself,
"What'd you do this time?"
Already.. my heart..
Didn't cut it off fast enough...
The pain..
Flowing from it.
Flowing,
Ebb
I'm so lost.
Drifting far at sea.
No light, no land,
Nothing in sight,
No hope, conceivably.
I wasn't so far
Last time I checked,
You seemed still
Within my reach.
But darkness fell fast,
Black and as a blanket,
Covering totally.
Thick fog's beset me,
Stormy winds have stripped me
Of all sails and provision.
What'll become,
Become of me?
What'll become of this ship
Lost at sea?
Some small beacon,
Short tower with a light.
Please, appear.
Please guide me.
I fear I'm close,
As I once was thought to be,
Only to be dashed upon the rocks.
A bloody, violent, grisly death
May be all that awaits me
As I sail blind,
Sail
And underneath the trees
Watching all the stars
Under the black midnight sky
This is paradise,
Wherever, whenever
You're in my arms,
It's paradise
Paradise
The nights like these,
They end too soon
Can't ever wait
For a repeat
Miss you, so
As I lay tonight
In my bed,
So empty, So cold
Without you in it, too
As I think about
The night's escapade
I laugh at how,
Much in love we are
Sometimes even I,
Don't understand
Why you love me,
And I love you
I can't connect
All the dots
To make a reason
As to why
We're so in love
So in love
I'm not so sweet,
So kind, so caring
Underneath the skin
In which I live
I don't k
my dreams are better than reality.
far more interesting
filled with double rainbows,
peeing pink frosting.
and unicorns that sparkle,
narwhals that moo.
yeah, my dreams are
better than reality
how about you?
Who am I in love with,
Is it truly you?
Your many personalities,
Your different masks to waer,
Who is it?
Who am I in love with?
Is it you, truly you?
Or just one
of your many acts?
I don't know,
I no longer know,
If I'm always seeing,
Seeing the real you.
Show me, show me,
Show the world,
Who you really are.
Take off the mask,
End the facade,
End your little play.
Tell me, tell me,
Who is it?
Who's the one I love?
Just a fake,
Some mask, some play.
Who's the real person?
Is it a play,
Or some game?
Is there a real person;
You wearing the mask,
Or is the mask
Who you really are?
Oh yes, yes,
It's true, It's true,
I'll tell you right now,
From my heart:
"Yes, Yes, I love You"
All the rumors,
Yes, They're true,
Yes, Yes,
I Love You.
And what about you,
What people say,
Do you really love me,
Do you? Do you?
My heart, my mind,
They ache to know.
Don't just say yes,
In front of your friends,
Don't say that just
For show, for show.
Just listen to your heart,
Not your reasoning, your mind,
Do what it tells you,
Who knows what you may find?
But if indeed,
What you say is true -
Then now we know,
You love me
and I love you.
"It is sweet and right
to die for who you love"
But who am I in love with,
Is it truly you?
There is no way to tell,
Can't read the
inside of you.
Your many personalities,
Your different masks to wear;
Who is it,
Who am I in love with?
I don't know,
No longer know
If I'm always seeing,
Seeing the true you.
Show me,
Show the world,
Who you really are,
Is this a facade?
I'm testing you,
Testing myself,
To see if this all's true.
It is sweet and right
to die for who you love,
But what if, what if,
Like any renegade's life,
This too, is just a lie?
Is this a facade,
Your entertainment,
Your lie,
Will you keep this go
It is sweet and right
to die for who you love.
This is why I'm in this war,
Enduring all these horrors.
To protect you from
This foreign terror.
But with me gone,
I have two more years
still to serve,
And in my absence
I know you'll be tempted.
Like a child,
you will grow lonely
without me there,
You'll quickly make
your life wild.
Forget me-
Yes, you probably will,
Like a child abandons
his favorite toy,
for one new and shiny.
I'm in this war,
Fighting this great fight.
Doing this for you.
But when I return,
I'll be a fleeting memory,
No thankfulness,
All reasons lost,
For this three year
Tribulation.
It is swe
Tall majestic fir.
Arms gently sloping down.
Arms gently sloping up.
Bending, turning
In the wind.
Never being thrown out,
Resisting being ripped
Out of the ground.
Resilient and strong,
Survive near any weather.
Covered in moss
A newfound clothing
And protection.
If you want to,
If you need to,
Then cry.
Let it out.
Don't bottle it all up.
Don't keep it inside
Let the feelings show,
Empty yourself out
Let the tears flow
Don't keep them inside
Let them flow freely
When you wanna cry
Just let it go.
Let yourself go
Break the bottle
Don't keep that stuff inside
Let your feelings show
Don't keep them bottled up,
Don't keep them inside
Or you might explode,
Leaving a mess,
And hurting those near,
Those near and dear
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